Nervous

Today I am nervous. I should be hearing about the success or not of a grant application.. I thought I wouldn't hear for ages, but apparently the results may actually be available.

There is another grant application submitted which has me as a named researcher and we should hear whether that is successful by the end of the month.

Today I find the future is completely and utterly unknown, and I rather like that, it is a goooooooooooooood feeeeeeeeeeeeeling!